Earclops coming to an end….. part 2

Well, it will never die, I know that.

BN, I have been so fucking busy with work its not even funny.

This year I have set some goals and I need to reach them. I will be 30 next year and I need to find a path that I need to take. A lot of things have come through my mind. As you know I am worried about things that a far, far in the future.

- not sure how I will retire
- kids, how am I supposed to raise kids
- parents getting older, how am I supposed to take care of them
- buying a place, how am I supposed to buy a house in CA
- Job, will I do this for the rest of my life?
- school, I want to go back, but how? How can I afford and live while going to school. I saw BN go through this and now what? Will I end up with a masters and not like what I do?
- Where am I going to live forever? I am from Brasil, I would like to be able to go there every month or so, but how do I spend 15k a year on tickets? Plus that is time off work.

Do I just become a hippie? Quit the job, fly to Europe and go backpacking? Do I just go ahead and drop everything and go live my life on a day-to-day basis and one day 10 years form now I am no further ahead than I am today?

I tell, money is a pain in the ass. If I did not need money I could probably make use of my time. Actually put it into something that everyone can enjoy and not only my work

Sorry man, but I have 10 things on my hand right now, just really hard to juggle them all.

Sometimes I just sit in front on the computer and think of what I should do because I KNOW I will not finish any one of my projects that minute, but I think of how I can best spend my time.

Help me out Barc… win the lotto